Monday, June 16, 2014

A journey of wisdom



A young man looks up to the sky, the overbearing glare, overwhelms the senses. Dazed and confused, he stumbles to his feet. "I must make this journey for I will acquire the knowledge I need to sustain and be happy; only the wiseman can give me this ever so precious wisdom.

He starts to climb, the incline etches away at his muscles like the wake on a beach. "i cant make it, its too much, i cant!" he falls to his knees seemingly defeated, suddenly a flash and he remembers all the times in his life where fear controlled him, thwarted his true potential. "no" "no" I wont let fear control my life. I must continue on, for this is a journey of realization and acquiring knowledge. He comes to a wall of rock, cracked, punctured, this wall tells many tales, all in the eye of the beholder. He starts to climb, rung by rung each harder to pull up then the next, beads of sweat drop from his brow, "when will this end" "when will this end?" he looks down at the earth, everything is so small and meaningless from way up here. He pulls himself up to the ledge, exhausted he falls to his back and closes his eyes, too exhausted to move.

Suddenly he hears a shuffle, looking up, a man, far older them himself , hanging directly over him. "get up my child, for u had made it to me." "then what is the way wizard? what must i do to be happy? "dont give up" he replied "many have travelled the road u travel but very few finish, u must finish, dont give up and all is well will come your way!" the old man peers up. "You must continue on for your journey is not over yet." "what! all u give me is don't give up, and now u want me to keep ascending to the top of this mountian!" "of course with my knowledge i have passed to u i woud think it would be easy!" laughing, the man replies u know ive come too far! i wont give up" "thats the spirit, young one go forward, remember, it does not matter how long u take, as long as u get there."

The man continues the climb, each rock seemingly farther away then the next. His body aching, his mind famished, he sees the tip of the mountain. Like the gates of of heaven it seems to overwhem him with joy and happiness, "the end" "the end". As he moves, he sees a man in the distance, "surely this must be the true wise man, not that imposter below, a trick to prevent me from acquiring the knowledge i need!" then the man comes into plain view. "What? the same man, surely it csnnot be him" this journey has shattered my senses, surely there is no possible way this man could have beaten me here. i look him in the face and he smiles. " u did it! u passed the test!, like i said, many have travelled this road, yet few have passed for they do not take my advice to heart!, don't give up, don't let fear control u, for it is one enemy u will never shake, it will always fight you, gnaw away at your mind, but if you stand above it, dont give up, happiness will overtake your life, you will do things you never thought u would do, you will accomplish things you always thought of, but doubted. surely you will become master of yourself and your own domain!" the man finally understands but "how did u beat me up here?" "that my child is something u learn over time, wisdom!, i took a shortcut of course!" the man just smiles and nods. "So how do u get down?" "look behind u" the man looks down and he sees a vast ocean! "surely u dont expect me to dive?" "of course i do!" with your knowledge you acquired this should not be a problem!" with one wink of his eye the man jumps into the abyss, but not with fear, but excitement, for the world has opened up before him like the vast blue ocean he dives into below.

jeremiah patton

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Games and my fine tuned tastes

so I've been playing games since I can remember, from the NES days playing Super Mario to this current era of playing games online. Nothing has changed for the longest time, pretty much any game could keep my attention. However, in the last few years as i have matured and (scary thought) actually grow up. I have noticed a reluctance to play as much as I use too. At first i was scared, or better said, mortified. I have harbored a fear inside for the longest time that somehow i would lose my love for games or that they would pass me by in some way. The reality was starting to creep in on me, am I too old to appreciate the very hobby that has kept with me through everything, the good times the bad times? how would my life look like with games not a crucial element. what would a rainy day be without curling up on the couch and queuing up the legend of Zelda for a rainy romp through Hyrule (A time honored tradition in my head at least). Is the reality of maturity taking its toll, work,school, consuming my time and energy? Maybe I'm just relegated to falling off the gaming wagon.

Thats what i thought, then i played limbo. Now I'm not proclaiming limbo to be game of the year, or even this completely original experience. However, playing the game, i became consumed, very much how i used to get consumed by a game. then it hit me, my standards have risen in the last few years. I'm no longer willing to accept a sub-par experience in a game for the most part. My tastes have gone through a evolution, now I expect good controls, good story, and a game to know when its expired all its best attributes. No more fetch quests to add time to a game, develop a system that works, put it through the motions and end the game there. You know the old moniker less is more, I believe this holds true for the majority of games on the market today. We need quality over quantity in our games.

I'm relieved, limbo made me realize that the seven year old is still inside of me, still waiting for that next game to play, except this time it wont be any game mom and dad can get for me, it will be carefully analyzed with my high expectations and hopefully produced by developers who know when a game idea turns stale.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Mass Effect 2 : A new frontier

wow, that is all i can say with Bioware's follow up to their smash hit Mass Effect from a few years back. It is plainly obvious that Bioware took a long hard look at the design of the game and listened to their fan base, because every aspect of the game except for a few minor details have been either improved or eliminated all together.

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A few major details have really elevated Mass Effect from good to great

1. Exploration - By exploration i mean the complete elimination of the monotonous mako mission's on unrealized planets from ME 1. With mass effect 2, every system you land foot on is fully realized with numerous characters, side quests, and gorgeous scenery to go with it. Every location is unique, unlike every buliding from ME 1 looking like it came from a cookie cutter.

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2. Good/Evil mechanic - Me 1 definitely gave you options to go renegade or paragon as they like to call it. However, the depth that the system now shows is impressive. To numerous dialog options to the ingenious quick time evil/good quick time events, really make you feel like this is your game. odds are, every person you talk to that has played Mass effect 2 will probably have had a different experience either huge or small. For that Bioware deserves praise, because the replayability here is scary.

3. Combat- wow what a difference a cover system makes. Going from what felt like a third person action game on the Ps1 in ME 1. To what felt like gears of war on the 360 does wonders for the game. The combat is definitely not perfect, but the game succeeds in providing fun sequences while getting you to the next story development.

Mass Effect 2 is an absolute success. They have shown how a sequel should be produced. I just wonder how they will add to this in ME 3. I can't wait to find out.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

frustration at its boiling point

i think the majority of people have experienced frustration, to the point of explosion. i mean for me as a kid growing up in good ole L.A. (yeah right) math was always the culprit, i would sit there for hours trying to solve a q,and after the 5 millionith time of failure, my frustration would boil over to the breaking point, that breaking point for me was a nice clean hand bang moment.by that i mean as hard as i can, slam my hand down three straight times, with no fear of injury just pure unadulturated anger.as i grew, it becomes the more menial things in life and it only happens in the company of yourself, surely you dont want to let anybody see this explosion of frustration.can i just say though i recommend these moments, without them, where would all that anger go. (maybe that explains crazy people)

FRUSTRATING MOMENTS (in no particular order)

1.traffic- middle finger applies

2.slow internet- dial up sucks

3.stuck up people- specifically people who when your dog poops on the sidewalk tells u, that u will have to pick it up!like i didnt already know that.

4.Flies-read my previous blog to learn more about these tenacious little assholes.

5.trying to do anything in extreme hot and humid weather- even naked

6.Target corporation-im sure many of you will agree, just stepping in there makes me want to kill. (im not saying any names)

7.recieving a ticket-especially from bike cops.(dont they have something better to do)

8.failing at videogames- you dont want to be in the same room as me when i fail. unless u like colorful,sparklie language

9.random minor injuries-especially when u stub your toe, causing u to fall, on the way cutting your arm, then proceeding to smash your face in the ground, yeah thats three injuries in one, and yes i have experience.

10.forgetfullness- i must own the record for getting my self locked out of my car,or ruining my lunch at work because of forgetting that one item that u need to complete your meal, like food, but i got plenty of plastic ware. (YUMMY)


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